there have been a lot of problems in my life-but sometimes when i look on the surface I think its not all bad compared to what other people go through. But sometimes I look A little deeper and have to contemplate.
a lot of the things that happened to me when I was Younger don't happen anymore but I have some 'problems' i guess you can say that i can right. plus its summer and im so anxiouse that one day my mom or someone else will find my real journal so its better to do it online then erase my search history or something. I might transfer what I ve written in my journal to here and start fresh [it wont be hard to do because i just started writing in it again from when i last had like a year and a half ago-and then i just wrote about stuff like lists of things to do and stuff I want to accomplish and stuff like that.
Some things about me:
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-when I wanted to be a dancer when I was like 11/12 I was told I Couldn't because of my body
-i used to cut but then my mom said something about her once knowing some girl when she was younger doing that and i forced myself to stop and have only done it about 3 times in the last month after a several months quitting
-my mom had me when she was very young
-my mom used to brutally hurt me when I was younger
-I have an eating disorder
-Im a vegetarian
-I have an alternative style and have been called emo and been told that I'm scene.
im not either-labels are horrid.
